Karen
Kelley
AIR AND
ANGELS, EARTH (A HEAVEN FOR ARMAND)
Substitute
the words sitting in a quiet room
for a body
cavity in the memory of a long while ago.
As a result,
the surface of the apparent (as opposed to the real)
seems a whorled
shell or enlarging anterior claw
or the coiled
frond of someone fishing for a kind of odor,
the smell
of a loved one’s hand,
a kind of
precise boundary.
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"happening
slowly" turns out to be
a radical
independence
ore
body a scattering of dust
where
Heaven appears in its correct orientation,
a swimming
pool gloriously above,
a landscape,
or a dressing room sloped down
to the deep
end of the pool and covered with a sheer
stocking-like
fabric pulled so tautly
that it resembles
frost
painted a
very yellow shade of green.
The body
creates meaning through position and perception,
a sprinkler
going around in circles.
There is
a correlation between the sound
and what
you see, although one
is not illustrating
the other.
The sound,
which resembles that of a film projector,
is projecting
itself into something
that is beyond
the physicality of the room.
These
layers of perception (are complex) (Bird in Hand)
include strands
of hair and bathrobes documenting a lost past,
the poetry
of things: 10,000 objects
representing
the experimental exercise of freedom,
a phantasmagoric
mixture of lush vegetation,
serpentine
nudes and enough gilded vicious circles
to cause
us to walk away thinking that the history of the Self
has to be
entirely rewritten
perhaps
as: THE MADNESS OF THE DAY,
or: I HAVE
LOST WHAT IS ALWAYS AND EVERYWHERE PRESENT,
or, more
simply: A VOYAGE AMID ALLUSIVE MEANING.
Chambers
of beeswax and rice.
You are
not here is a flotilla of waxen arks
suggesting
an operating table or the four corners of the earth.
A trace
of the figural lingers.
The angel
as air is a coordinate of stability,
enabling
formal invention while rendering it illegible.
It seems
increasingly apparent (from/to)
that the
body gets in the way.
The partially-buried
ruins of the recent past,
the casual
fact of objects in the typographical consciousness,
so physically
present and yet so mute,
are outwardly
discontinuous:
ashes,
egg white, grass, a pear.
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Imagine
you are hair, a handwritten note,
a landscape-with-figure
summation
(Living
With Your Eyes)--
An illuminated,
seemingly glowing door
which resembles
nothing so much as a starry sky crossed by a flying body,
a door composed
of barbed wire and tumbleweed,
opens onto
a canted line of trees
or a nude
drying herself,
veins and
knuckles disconcerting in their corporeal specificity.
Oh, brief
blurring of vision
that accompanies
the shifting from near to far
and back
again. Vertiginous.
Burned or
broken bodies are magically restored
and live
again, bound fragments in seamless wholes—
a deeply
consoling gift.
It is the
grain of the image as a whole.
The buildings
all look so very far away, caught in the past,
or perhaps
in a dream more powerful
but less
specific
than vision.
One is
unable to stop the spiraling movement that transforms life
into a surface
of sheer projection. The dimly lit interior,
punctuated
by a translucent luminous curtain
calls to
mind the graphic markings of late-day raking shadows,
the writing
of light,
transience
evoked through gesture
and uncertain
balance.
The body’s
somehow necessary struggle to seek and maintain meaning
is a cellular
armature meant to be worn or occupied,
except for
an occasional hand or foot,
and returns
to silence,
refusing
to answer any of the questions it poses.
Eroded
face and wide-open carnivorous mouth POET
HISTORIAN
recall the
highly
STARGAZER KING
individualized
blooms
of Dutch
flower painting.
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human
skulls
ears vertebrae
and viscera,
as if someone
had pulled the plug out
from the
seabed inside you. The sea was gurgling
and then
a wind came rushing at you, like a typhoon.
The sea level
dropped, and moments
later a wave
came rolling at you, getting bigger
and faster
all the time
human skulls,
ears, vertebrae and viscera,
Image
Image
Image (a trellis of human imagery)
bleached bones and flesh-colored
events labeled orifice
or:
Buried
Secrets
"The Projected Image"
jittery waves and flecks of umber,
ceremonial objects, saints,
jungle animals,
butterflies,
chandeliers, erotic
dancers
also recognizable
settings, such as cages
One can make out a cast-iron fence
and titles
and bits of dark leaves
and the depiction
suggests
neither narrative nor specific detail, but a big cage, where the birds often
do not actually look like birds but like beautiful appetizing lion forms and
calf forms and male forms and female forms and fig trees
and titles:
On Floating Bodies
On the Measurement of the Sharp Black-on-White Diagonals of M and N
On the Sphere and the Cylinder
On Spiral Moments
On the Equilibrium of an Idea of Birds in Which Each of the Beaks is
Facing Right or Left
Great care has been taken
not
to overlap.
All images are jittered plus or minus 25% drift
and everyone transmits messages
at
the same time.
Birds are flying around in a big room,
emu,
cassowary, the small rhea—
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This is not my cage (strips off her glove
to turn over and kiss her hand)
but
an enclosure of a different style,
and
the depiction of two circular plates where wires converge
suggests
neither narrative
nor
specific detail,
but
a furtherance,
where the birds often
do
not actually look like birds but
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like
a series of repeated letters
drawn through carbon paper:
FROM NOTHING.
YOU'RE FRIGHTENED OF.
AND FORGET WHY YOU CAME FROM NOTHING.
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The words
have a key so that with careful attention one can discern lip, eye,
and brow.
Whether your
name begins in rage or from nothing from nothing,
your days
are rug after rug being swept under
and held
down by a stone,
by The
Annihilation of Matter, a kind of caving in,
or an evening
with animals moving, concentrating steadily on the terrain,
looking like
beautiful wool when they bunch together,
obliterating
their individual selves
and returning
to the infinite universe.
envelopment
rather than development
the secret
gets entered into a sentence,
it chases
you in the darkness and you are trying to find a place to hide from it
but know
that you can not. It wanders around in you and profits,
its teeth
correspond to your teeth
suggesting
the chewing of leaves to make sponges,
or the act
of stripping sticks of leaves:
Photosynthetic blade
this is
how it tastes:
ancient
Untitled
or like
a pattern
pronounced
dealing with a life known from fossil remains
or: inthe
blue surroundeverything happens and all at once and all the time.
Men, stunned
but otherwise unhurt, break rapidly one after the other,
break loose
from the continent, partly floating free, partly riding over the land.
They are
not fixed in the sense that land is fixed, but forever propelled from behind,
edges tending
to bulge out, improbable as crossed-out sentences.
not too deep! white always
looks good
on the borders of desserts.
some substances
even change taste as they move through the mouth
You end
up wishing for more excess, not less.
The delicately
pointed trees are compiled in arrangements
not coherent
enough to be called scenes,
which come
off as a failure of nerve.
There is
the recognition that your experience
has already
been half-erased
just by waking.
The world
wobbles on its axis of heartbroken
tenderness
and incomplete gestures.
Birds’ claws
look like twigs.
This odd
and compelling tension (vision?)
occurs in
other forms:
sometimes
in window-like rows
and sometimes
random,
but always
so distilled and so clear
that the
bottom halves are hard to take your eyes off of.
Their
implications are obscure,
a skein interrupted
by shapes of the sort
one usually
absorbs,
and still
one is ever
wet enough
to run.
What makes
the earth the way it is, subtly luminous
and materially
fragile, a reflexive groping-in-the-dark
(the delicate
edges will inevitably be damaged)
molded from
earth or snow and shaped with rocks
and traced
in flowers or cloth,
tree bark,
insect wings, sand?
And you
a glistening glue amid a centralized mass
composed
of thousands of sheets of paper,
shrunk into
speech, the result being a translucent skin.
Nine black
chairs of varying sizes are lined up side by side.
The smallest
chair has a red seat of images
scratched
directly into the lower levels
of the nervous
system,
and looks
like her cupped hands,
looks into
your memory, frozen.
No play
of figure against ground,
no subordination
of small forms to large,
no reconciliation
of live image to the containing "frame."
The greatest
refusal
a refusal
to distinguish figure from ground.
Dry chalky
surface once loved but now lost.
You thought,
once, all will be revealed.
But in
the end it will be lost like the tulip trade.
The "cream"
inside once included a scene, a frenzy of impastos
faintly tinged
with yellow and lilac,
worked into
a body strolling away from you at some distance
and as you
watched, the plants and animals
with their
double names connected
by the plus
or minus sign of stereoscopic vision
dissolved
into a reddish openwork lace through which birds,
turtles,
insects and fish flew,
whizzing
before your nose, dropping below you,
striking
you behind.
Their
stems showed above ground and below,
watertight
with the relationship between cause and effect,
that deep
resonant cry with a bitter kernel,
hinged, contemplative,
shaped to
fit the outline of your investigation,
with its
contour feathers rounded and plump
and extending
from neck to ribs
and including
your shoulder blades.
The chucking
sound perched at the top of a lone tree
represents
the expanse of the heavens
or a part
of your human animal body,
clay ground
and kneaded with water
into the
convolutions of the intestine,
lapses in
memory, deciduous
meat, the
detailed
wing.
You recognize
the thick fog between prehensile tale and the small
brackish
fruit of infernal-sounding stories,
of a bark that yields a poison,
of long wavelike ridges of snow formed by the wind,
of a small bag of frames of reference moving in all directions at a constant
speed
and covered with a thin layer of blood,
as some of
the only explanations (the others very small in size and beating rapidly)
that you
can accept.
Below
lies an animal.
Who would
this be?
The soul’s
rough manufacture crouches and is especially dense
and alludes
to many kinds of meaning (calligraphy) (crown of thorns)
while unfurling
with bizarre velocity,
an eating
one’s heart out
in every
possible unrepeated variation.
How
soon? you ask, and again,
How soon?
says your
pain,
as night
lightens in rivers
and hunger,
the hunger
bears fruit,
the fruit
falls
and the leaves
turn brown and disappear
and there
is a final, absolute point-of-no-return regardless of any further
activity
of the viewer,
the image
sequence remains active and
continues
to be dependent on viewer, position, and direction:
a tree
of knowledge with flaming branches
you extinguish
with bare hands, bare feet.
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