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ODE TO THE TOMATO
The street is overflowing with tomatoes. It's noon, summer,
and the sun splits into two halves of a tomato, flooding
the street with juice. In December the tomato breaks loose,
invades kitchens, overruns lunches; it sits on the sideboard
among the glasses, the butter dishes, the blue saltshakers. It
possesses an appropriate light, a benign majesty. Unfortunately,
we must assassinate it. A knife is plunged deep into its
living pulp, red viscera; it is a wet sun inexhaustibly
fulfilling the salads of Chile, happily bedding down with
the illustrious onion. In celebration, oil, that essential child
of the olive, is spilled upon its half-opened hemispheres. The
pimento's fragrance, the magnetism of salt are added; the
day's marriage made, parsley raises its green flags,
potatoes boil vigorously, and the roast shouts with its aroma
that's wafting through the doorway "It's time! Let's go!"
And on the table, belted by summer, sits the tomato,
luminary of the earth, repetitiously fertile star, showing us its
convolutions, its canals, its famed abundant fullness that is
without pit, without armor, having no scales or thorns; without
suspicion or sorrow it surrenders up to us the pleasure of its
fiery color, and the totality of its spirited freshness.
XXXXXXXXXXXXafter Neruda
ODE TO THE HEMISPHERES
We dream of a world, and then we dream of a world cut in
two. Two hemispheres composing the globe. Who will say the
equator is not there, that we will not find a painted line
stretching across land, across the breadth of ocean? It is
painted in our minds. On Pacific boats, whenever, crossing it,
they throw novices into the watery blue where that imagined line
parts the waters, call that action an initiation.
Two hemispheres.
I stood on an island, in the middle of summer, imagining what
she was doing, there, the other side of the line, where
winter was, the perfect balance of my days. As I sweated she
froze, as I made love she knew absence, as I lay in the sand
she put on her heavy coat and walked out into the day.
Sometimes we looked up at the night sky, saw Orion: I, overhead; she,
on the horizon.
Two hemispheres, two halves, the cut fruit, Aristophanes'
dream.
ODE TO THE POTATO
Potato, you are called potayto, not potahto; you were
not born with a beard, you are not Castillian. You are dark like
our skin; we are Americans, potato, we are Indians. You are
gentle and profound, pure pulp, a pure buried white rose;
you flower there inside the earth, are showered by
original earth of wet islands, by tempestuous Chile,
by the Chilean sea, an emerald that pours its green light out
upon the austral ocean.
Potato, sweet matter, almond of the earth, the
sediment there does not possess dead metals; there, in the
obscure softness of the islands, no one fights for copper and its
submerged volcanoes, or the blue cruelty of magnesium. Hands
planted you in the moist ground as though stocking a nest. And
when the thunder of that evil war, the Spanish
conquest, black as an eagle of the grave, sought savage gold in
the burning matrix of the Araucanias, its greedy ones
were exterminated, its leaders died, and when the poor
ruined captains returned to stony Castile in their hands they
raised not a golden goblet but a potato from the Chilean sea.
You are honorable like hands that till the soil, like
a hen you're a member of the family, are compact as a cheese that
the earth pours out from its nourishing udders; enemy of hunger,
in all nations you've planted your victorious and ready
banner, in frozen land or in the ground of burning coastlines
your anonymous flower has appeared, announcing the thick and
steady birth rate of your roots.
Universal delight, you don't await my song, for you are deaf
and blind and buried. Cooked in an inferno of oil you
scarcely speak, nor do you sing in the fried-fish shops of the
harbours; when close to the guitars you are silent, potato, meal
of the subterranean night, interminable treasure-trove of the
people.
after Neruda
ODE TO BASEBALL
All summer I'll sit in your bleachers, Baseball, watching the
game, catching some sun. In an unintellectual season it is a delight
to witness gracefulness, the pivoting shortstop, an impossible catch
made up against the centerfield fence. What the mind turns over is the
slider tailing away, the believable illusion of the curveball. Who can
deny the game its psychological and metaphysical reality? Innings that
contract and expand for no reason found this side of mysticism, a
shutout one day, thirteen runs the next. And a rulebook that would confound
John Locke. I love the beauty of the well-computed average,
well-placed statistic, but then I love the infielder knocking the ball
down and recovering, rifling a throw to first base that just
beats the runner by a step, even more. And then that mix of
normalcy and oddness: pitchers throwing heat and emory boards, .300
hitters who look like lizards, fat umpires, trembling rookies rising to the
occasion, and the perfect game every fifteen years. There is magic
in every ball that clears the fence, every fancy defensive play. Baseball,
I would not miss what takes place between the lines during one weekend
afternoon for a season's ticket to the world's creation.
ODE TO LOVE
Love, it's time that we settled accounts; at my age it isn't possible
to deceive myself or you any longer. All right, so I was a thief of the
roads; I don't regret it. I played the balcony scene every spring
beneath a different window, swore innumerable oaths by the light of
the celestial moon. All right, but what about the other side of the
balance sheet? Solitude held me fast in its net of cold jasmine, and
loneliness prodded me with its pitchfork. It went on incessantly
until, miraculously, she arrived in my arms, a fresh wind blown
straight from the islands. And now, Love, though I've betrayed you
each and every summer night, please don't take on the form of the sea
and leave me naked, solitary, expectant--
instead, behold her: she who came into my arms like a wave, who
alone has the flavor of sacred fruit, the ready twinkling of a star,
who burns me like a dove, in love-making letting down the long hair of
a bonfire. Since that first night, Love, everything is so simple.
I obey all orders given to my once forgetful heart; I hug her waist
and claim her mouth with the power of my kisses, like a king, with
desperate army, capturing a small castle where he is convinced the
wild white lily of his childhood still grows. For this, Love, I
believe that I can walk your road. When again I hear the call of the hunt,
when you've tamed passion, still you'll be like bread on the table:
simple, basic, what I must have.
Love, I must tell you this: when, for the first time, I held her,
it was like embracing rain waters that have plummeted from a precipice in
spring. Today I acknowledge it. I contract my hands and feet to you,
the sockets of my eyes, that they may receive her treasures: the
cascade of interminable light, the thread of gold, the bread of her
fragrance that, unaffectedly, Love, fills my life.
after Neruda
ODE TO MY DAUGHTER
XXXXfor Sarah
When you were sick or teething I would carry you in my arms, walking
the floor, and sing to you remembered lullabyes; and when they'd all
been run through several times, and still you would not sleep, I sang
lyricless melodies, hummed anything that seemed soothing, desperate to
find a way to calm you, to carry you down into the spiralling realm of
infant sleep. And, eventually, it always worked; I was surprised by
how much music seemed to be a part of you; I went out and bought you a
radio your cousin soon drowned in the bathtub.
The music you will dance to won't be written for another ten years, not
unless all the old songs come around again though I wish you music of
your own. At three and a half you astound me with your conversation,
your desire to speak. It was hard for you at first, and now you are so
proud of yourself.
You'll climb the years one rung at a time, as you now tackle the
monkey bars in the older kids' park, passionately making your way. The
child I push on the swing now will one day take to the sky, leaving for
Paris perhaps, going off to discover the world again, searching out
its exotic music.
I will stand breathless for years watching you change, will try my best
to never embarrass you, never let you down.
Right now you're at the age where, if anything bothers you, I know
about it immediately; but when you're older, grown up, if you're ever
feeling lonely, unsure, or frightened, and need someone to talk to,
need a hand to hold, I'll try to always be there for you, will always
sing your praises. There's nothing you can't tell me, isn't any bad
situation I won't do my best to try to rescue you from. And if I can't
find the words you need to hear I'll try to improvise a soothing
melody.
The only song I can never sing is the one that says goodbye to you. |