Featured Writer: Thomas Robert Barnes

Graffiti

 

You go here looking for something else.

 

Hunters have clumb the old road,

tires scrabbling the ruts

or rubbering the larger rocks,

the tale of their treads

stippled with vee cuts

by deer hooves ferrying up and back

in the days hence.

 

Save the grade

there are miles of nothing

but rock and brush

and the splash of aspen we chase

like some slogged bucket

of green gone yellow paint.

 

We search the glades for trees

your father marked fifty years before

and not find them this time, but

find faces slurred across the once smooth bark

and musings of other Basque shepherds

dimmed with scarring, and one

carving somehow protected from sun and wind,

a crude man in shoes and shorts,

with a stern lip, raised fists and an epitaph,

Joe Louis 1941.

 

 

 

The Abacus of Motors

 

He lived until the next time,

the first sip replete

with fresh froth on his upper lip,

until the next and the next

pushed each back

a little further in his mind,

until deadened,

his mind fell behind him

like car smoke

wriggling toward the curb.

 

The hours toward five

made him nervous:

power for the TV and the radio,

the refrigerator and the bathroom light.

He counted backward

by smudged steps

what he hoarded most,

motors of the night.

 

How far the power company let him slip

past five and Friday at five went

unheeded as an abacus

of clock hands, calendar, extra sleep.

 

 

 

The Walk

 

We stop

on our walk. We whisper.

Windows are up.

It’s getting late.

 

There’s a new foundation

where the rectory once stood.

 

It’s dark and warm

and summer slides by like river.

 

You’re looking at a memory

of an old building.

 

Your father has just dropped you off.

He tells you not to worry

about being late,

but through the windows

you see them standing,

hear them chanting

pledge of allegiance,

and beside them., like shadows,

like ravens, nuns in dark habits.

 

Twice you are stopped,

by a neighbor and the barber.

 

You never tell me what happened

when you got home.

 

Thomas Robert Barnes has been published widely in the small press. He is currently doing readings and a seminar "Ritual of Success" in California and abroad. He is an avid telemark skier, rower and a flyfisher.

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