Featured Writer: Rebecca Buchanan

"now"

 

I remember now

what is was like to love

before there was touching

and trembling

and promises to keep

 

I remember what it felt

like to love someone

for their heart

and their voice and their

spirit and how it

felt to connect to a soul

and not want to let go of

it

even for a few hours

a few days

 

when there was no sexual

burning and yet

a clear exchange

of fire and water

and earth

 

when it was air

and wind and rain

and cold mud between

my toes and laughter

 

when we were children and

we loved and knew

nothing else

 

and knew nothing wrong

 

before they told us

what the rules were

what the parameters

were

what our role would be

 

when we learned to fit in

to the box and enjoy

ourselves and love our

hearts out

and store our souls

away for safe keeping

 

but I remember now

what it was like

to love for the sake of love

to be a child again

to pick flowers and sing

songs and be free from

the rules that tell us

no

 

I remember. . .

I remember now

 

Rebecca Buchanan


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