Featured Writer: Erin K. Brandel

Somonka for Helen

 

Today I watched your

hands in class  so small, secret

under the table

I wonder if you saw me

holding mine to look like yours.

 

Your question is strange,

but its not every day some-

one can make me laugh

about Nietzsche.  Look closer-

I was holding mine like yours.

 

Previously published in

Poetry Midwest Winter 2005

 

 

The Hole in the Theory

 

I know what we were doing in the water-

pre-human, legless, amphibian blue.

Too hot for us on the last one, we dove in,

crash-landed, to cool our sizzling scaly skin.

The water soothed us,

washed away the memory

of the last planet-

whoever we left behind,

sizzling, their skin bleached from the sun.

The water smoothed

our consciences like rocks,

rubbed our memories blank like clay.

That was enough for a thousand years-

our feet grew webbed, our lungs changed

back into water organs

and we swam for centuries, millennia.

Tides changed, mountains formed,

and we were happy not to know.

There was nothing to remember

in the face of all that water.

But what was it that finally

drew us to the shore?

How did our bodies remember

our hardened skins, our need for eyelashes?

Why did we emerge,

clawing from the blue

onto hot sand to sprout legs?

 

 

 

 

Erin K. Brandel has published in The Freehand Press, The Grinnell Review, and in Palimpsest: Yale Literary and Arts Magazine. In the summer of 2004, she received a fellowship to Norcroft, A Writing Retreat for Women.


Email: Erin K. Brandel

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