
February 1998 - Volume 6, Number 2

New Works and Words
....as seen through my heart and
words.
Pedro Sena, Associate Editor
INTRODUCTION
This journal has been instrumental in showing others
that there are many talents that come and go, and are rarely
noticed in many arts. Writing is no different, and has, for many
years, suffered like other arts, because "standards"
have been set for what is supposed, and HOW, to be written.
The only judge that I use for any art, is how it hits
me in the nugget, or nuggets. Many works, do not affect me at
all, and this generally means that they are more
"words", or "paint", or "notes",
than they are a complete vision... but that's not to say that I
caught it right the first time. However, almost every time, my
first impression of any kind of work stands up very well, years
later.... I do not listen with my ears, and the mind attached to
it so tight, that I can not SEE what is behind all the words,
paint, or notes. I can. And it is easy. The movie comes alive as
soon as the words, notes, or paint start their ethereal brush
strokes.
Through out my stay with this periodical, and many
writers, there have always been friends and people that I have
tried to see if I could abscond enough material from them to
initiate one of these issues. This is difficult for some, and
easy for others. Poetry, it seems, is a window to one's naked
soul, and that is not as easy to hide as a song that has no
lyrics, or a cloud that covers half a painting. A poem, is naked,
in many ways, and this is not something that many of us can work
with very well, or all the time. One could say that Klaus and
myself, kinda have the attitude that we do not care if we are
naked or not in this realm... it is about "letting" it
all flow, and not wether we are naked in our souls or not. We
have never felt that we were "nekkid" per se.... funny
thing, we have never needed blankets during those moments,
either.
But, as time goes by, and I have seen this happen more
than once, expression clears up, and one spends less time about
what comes out through this naked-ness, and then concentrate more
on the "how" one wishes to see, and work with. I take
the stand that there is no such thing as "HOW" in the
first place. People are people, and expressions are expressions,
and as such, they are all valid. Thus, a poem for me, never has
to rhyme... it just has to create a "movie", or
"music".
JOY
Not a writer per se, but as we have become friends and work
together during the week, it appears that my sensibilities have
brushed off on her.....not that I throw paint around all day,
mind you. Some other poems that she did not feel comfortable with
were of a rather personal nature, and she was not prepared to
have them used in a public forum very well, which is fine with
me. I suppose that we all need to close a few doors now and then,
even if it is just for us to feel safe in some way. But, if there
is shyness in her poetry, then the outcome is much more important
than anything else. She CAN express herself, in wonderful
combinations of letters and words that are hard to explain. The
words simply ARE, and this is a rare gift. One can think, one can
feel, one can postulate, but it all mixes to create a poem. One
can see a mind struggling to figure out what it sees, opposite
what it does, and wishes to do, or something similar to that. For
me this is excellent, as there is no better way to find out and
learn what it is that is behind the meat in any person, than a
process like this. I write, from a similar space, although I
think I tend to stick to a vision to its fruition, much more than
I attempt to define my moody nature of the mind and words.
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There is much more I would love to say, regarding Joy.
But like her words, that are so simple and do not beg any of us
to look into them, as much as they do say FEEL ME, I prefer to
let our dear readers check them, and appreciate what is really
hard to find anywhere in the words of any art the world over. A
certain freshness of expression that only appears every once in a
while. I always hoped that I could be there finding these
moments, as they are some of the best ones in my life.
Enjoy these works.
January 1998

- In Love with Love?
-
- Could it be that I am
just in love with love,
- in love with poetry
- ...using people...
- for a reason to write,
to sing?
- With feelings and
obsessions,
- words,
- ...ignoring people...
- following a less
traveled road?
- To capture the moment,
- the poetic notion,
- to awaken my heart to
the heart
- of life
- ...without people...
- but more deeply needing
them?
- I'm willing to play the
fool
- to go along with it,
- just to love not
knowing anything.
- ...trusting people...
- Trying to stay
untangled,
- free,
- looking to see deeply,
- and being.
- Speaking less because
- the heart is clouded
then.
- ...feeling people...
- to probe without fear
of losing.
- I'll survive.
- I'll survive because
love
- is its own benefit,
- and beauty
- lasts.
-
- May 97
-
-
- As I came closer,
- the voices could be
heard more clearly...
- but I still couldn't
fully understand them.
- I needed to hear what
they had to say...
- the true message,
- what I was longing to
know.
-
- If I could have just
gotten a little closer
- concentrated just a
little harder
- put some things aside
perhaps...
- I would not have missed
- my hour of visitation.
-
- July 97
-
- There is just enough
pink in this morning sky.
- Just enough to make joy
and faith arise in me.
- It seemed to say this
is a brand new day,
- a new start,
- a new mercy.
- I need the release from
yesterday.
- the bonds,
- the fears.
- I claim the pink in
this morning sky for my new start.
-
- June 97
- .
-
-
- ...I see that fence
you've built...
- I will not intrude,
- go beyond my welcome.
-
- ... I feel that locked
gate...
- It is obvious I am not
wanted
- there's every
indication
- I should leave you
alone.
-
- ...I sense that stop
sign in my path...
- I'll go now.
-
- Everything selfish in
me wants to
- jump the fence,
- pry open the lock,
- and ignore the stop
sign.
- Everything impatient in
me!
-
- July 97
- Bleating Lamb
-
- I am simply like a run
away child.
- A fearful, rebellious
and selfish run away child.
- I just throw my little
temper tantrum and plop myself down on the ground.
- It's the inner child
that demands attention and will not be satisfied until
- it has everybody
looking and serving and bowing down.
- It's the ungrateful
heart, the weak-minded character, the needy spirit that
- cries out.
-
- I have forgotten my
dusty origin, my frailty, so prone to falter,
- wandering and alone in
a wilderness.
- I'm so disobedient that
I have lost my way.
-
- But, where can I run
now?
- Where in the world can
I go when I have run too far away,
- when I have reached my
destination of hopelessness and tears?
- There's no one who
really cares about me but One,
- who would really take
me in without price.
- What I need is a
spanking, a ruthless and unbearable reproof.
- Certainly this is what
I deserve.
-
- But I have never gotten
what I deserve, only mercy, and a blessed forgiveness.
- I long to be brought
back home, to be in good graces once again.
- To be sought out with a
gentle staff and found in the thicket,
- like a little bleating
lamb to be held.
-
- July 97
-
- Come and Go with Me
-
- You are everything I
want in a traveler,
- a partner in the
adventure of life.
- I see in you one who
would want to go wherever I went,
- an around the world or
stay at home type,
- contented to be with
me.
-
- I want you to see what
I see:
- a majestic ship on the
ocean,
- a sunset of brilliant
coral,
- the expansive field of
wild flowers you made.
-
- I want you to hear what
I hear:
- the ocean crashing on
the rocks,
- the large city teaming
with busy people,
- the twitter of the
spring birds.
-
- Walking together,
humming a tune,
- Feeling the breezes
blow against our cheeks.
- Perhaps we would choose
to do something daring or silly.
-
- I'm just sure your
presence is the key,
- Being together.
- Don't forget to let me
hear what you hear,
- See what you see,
- I want to be in tune as
we walk, talk,
- Be.
-
- Come and go with me.
-
- May 97
-
- Honest Reflection
-
- When I look in my
mirror the reflection seems to ask this question:
- "Am I being
true?"
- Sometimes there is not
an easy answer.
- True to whom, what?
- Myself?
- The one who made me?
- My fellow man?
- My ideals?
- Am I a true reflection
of my true self?
- This thinking causes
some fear in me.
- I have a deep desire to
be true.
- To be genuine, real,
honest, and sincere.
- But, played out, is it
possible?
- Admittedly, I don't
look that deeply into the mirror often.
- The question probes a
little too much.
-
- April 97
-
- Giving
-
- I gave the deepest part
of me,
- My soul was bled of
words,
- The only thing I want
to know...
- was I heard?
-
- What were you thinking
as I spoke,
- You seemed to read my
mind,
- You held my future in
your hand...
- was I blind?
-
- It mattered not the
words I said,
- You heard my very soul,
- With wisdom and a nod
of love...
- I was whole.
-
- It seemed my world was
open wide,
- You understood my
heart,
- I cannot thank you half
enough...
- I will start.
-
- Why do I trust your
listening ear,
- How can I be so bold?
- Your eyes convey the
simple truth...
- You are old.
-
- July 97
-
- Your Heart Shows
-
- It is your heart I see
with every gesture you make.
- It is your heart I hear
with every word from your tongue.
- It is your heart I read
with every glance from your eyes.
- It is your heart I feel
with every song unsung.
-
- July 97
-
- Spring is doing it once
again,
- turning my heart inside
out!
- Strange how you come
when Spring began -
- my mind will turn that
one about.
-
- Green is greener
somehow this year,
- The sun has a brighter
glow.
- My heart cries with a
joyful tear
- my poems have an easier
flow.
-
- Flowers are pushing
through hard ground,
- portions of my heart
are too.
- It's a mystery how our
souls are found -
- I give credit to
Springtime and you.
- 60's
- It seemed the
blackberries came early this year...
- the fresh clump was
just poised
- asking me to pick it,
- so I did...till my hand
was full.
- It was as if I were
tasting life for the first time...
- so sweet, so full, so
satisfying to my hungry mouth.
- One doesn't realize the
need
- until it is met
sometimes...
- so thankful it has come
- whether early or late.
-
- June 97
- Take Me With You
-
- I don't want so much to
go where you go,
- to be with you,
- (which at first I
thought I needed)
- because I cannot.
- I want just to know
- that I have a special
place
- within you
- that goes wherever you
go.
- July 97
-
- It's so hard to read
another
- the feelings
- even when written
- even when spoken
- strongly
- or weakly
- to understand
- with the heart
- what is rumbling
inside.
-
- It seems complicated
- confusing
- clouded.
-
- Does it go back
- to childhood
- these mixed thoughts
- these wishes
- undefined?
- If there was a way to
read
- a person's real self
- to probe
- and best perceive
- his honesty,
- then we would know
- how to care
- more accurately
- be more in tune
- with them
- love them truly,
- fulfill a need
- in us too
- to give
- share of ourselves
- better.
-
- I want this for myself
- to know you
- to understand the child
in you
- to dream with you
- to know the password to
your soul
- and to care.
-
- Time will
- patience will
- I will.
-
- May 97
- Temporary Relief
-
-
- It's an amazing feeling
of
- relief.
-
- Where struggles and
questions
- somehow
- are put into
perspective.
-
- Everything is in its
place
- for now
- and peace rules.
-
- Putting on the eyes of
- reality.
-
- Weaknesses and
blindspots
- revealed
- before being engulfed.
-
- Not forgetting the
torment
- previously
- and searching of my
soul.
-
- It seems to be a
constant
- tidying.
-
- People and experiences
- needing
- to be put in their
places.
-
- Obsessions and
possessions
- constantly
- having to be dealt
with.
-
- I will relax
- and enjoy this moment.
-
- June 97
-
- There is a part of me
that is still...
- wanting to create
- some scenario,
- an artificial platform,
- a planned performance,
- the perfect setting...
- rather like posing
- for a picture.
-
- Analyzing,
- memorizing,
- organizing.
-
- But...
- the larger part of me
now is
- learning how
- to trust ...
- the inner timing,
- to love...
- the joy of surprise,
- to give...
- ...
- and to enjoy...
- each unplanned moment.
-
- July 97
- When I came to my
senses
- I was broken hearted
- and I started to cry
- but why?
- Was faulty reason
- and a season of doubt
- what brought it about?
- For confusion and pain
- still remain.
- Yet I hold a picture in
my mind
- of the kind
- of outcome there should
be,
- to be free and face the
future
- with hope.
- I don't want to mope
- forever,
- and never be able to
face
- that trace of self
unknown.
- I would resolve my
fears
- not with tears but
strength
- and at length,
- I would pass the test,
- for at best, my heart
- would be mended
- and blended with God's
peace.
- Release!
- 80's
-
- The beautiful piano
cadences
- floated around the
corner
- and over the yards to
where I stood -
-
- down below me the
verdant lake valley
- seized my eyes -
- (the sailboats looked
especially bright I thought)
-
- I took an intoxicating
breath of the summer fragrance
- in the cool evening
breezes -
-
- but when I stroked the
branch of a nearby tree,
- and brought the soft
leaves to my lips
- the fire within me was
ignited -
-
- it was then I knew
- I was much too sensual
for my own good.
-
- Sept 97
-
- Leaving is the Hardest
Thing to Do
-
- Those hard words, those
fateful words
- chow,
- goodbye,
- see ya,
- could it be the last
time?
- We are never
- confident...
- never assured
- down deep...
- that we'll ever meet
again.
- 'See ya next week' we
say.
- ...
- But in light of what
- I believe
- God has begun...
- there will be many
goodbyes,
- many hellos
- many new understandings
- of us
- of Him.
- There will be many
apologies
- many banterings
- of ideas
- many explanations or
- our inner selves.
- ...
- And if there aren't...
- 'if' includes a myriad
possibilities
- of
- tragic happenings
- changed plans
- and movings of many
sorts.
- But I feel I will never
move
- away from you,
- your spirit
- your expression of
life.
- Somehow
- we have built this...
- and leaving is not a
part of it.
-
- August 97
- Lesson Learned
-
- We had a cabin in the
woods.
- Seven fir trees dotted
our parcel,
- no fences,
- no pretentious land
scape.
- Across the way,
- another house,
- but trees denied it in
my view.
- A field on the other
side,
- spanning my gaze to the
far away hills.
- I found contentment
there.
- My children and I grew
up there.
- My husband loved me
there.
- It was not fit for the
average American.
- It was small, old, and
rented.
- I did not allow certain
kinds
- to see me there for a
long time.
- The contentment grew,
- I saw poorer,
- and I felt my pride
melting.
- This was where I wanted
to be.
- I became thankful for
little things,
- wanting less and less
for happiness.
- I suppose the struggles
were designed,
- and it was imperative I
yield to them.
- Through gritted teeth
- and regretted words
many times
- I did yield.
- But the depth in me
wanted to know
- the depth of my
creator.
- I wanted to see this
life through
- the eyes of the one
- who made life.
- And so I let my cabin
in the woods
- be the teacher.
-
- '85
- Middle
-
- ...meeting in the
middle...is that a safe enough place?
- Neutral zone?
- Neither wins
- Neither loses
- Apprehension forces it.
-
- ...venturing toward
either extreme...
- Inching our way.
- Hear me for a while,
and I will hear you.
- Stretching on both
sides.
-
- ...entering into each
other's worlds...is that what we want?
- Combat zone?
- Someone wins
- Someone loses
- Safety demands it.
-
- ...time and love are on
our side...
- Giving equally.
- Trust me as I grow, and
I will trust you.
- Enhancing our horizons.
-
- ...we will not stay in
the middle for ever.
-
- May 97
- Music in my soul
- synchronizing
- washing
- rhythms dancing in my
veins.
-
- Song of tempestuous
waves
- pulsing
- surging
- breaking down reserves.
-
- I want it to stop
- no I don't.
-
- Did ever a sound
- a love
- rippling brook
- make such melody as
this?
-
- Is happening sweet
- peaceful
- painful
- joyous laughing in my
mouth.
-
- Twist the inner man
- resounding
- floating
- Till I cease to be.
-
- It must stop
- no it musn't.
-
- Cries of deepest
searching
- wondering
- longing
- need the chorus swell.
-
- I will float upward
away
- blissful
- exalted
- In my music reverie.
-
- It never needs to stop.
-
- June 97
- Nothing can console
- or cajole me now!
-
- Not even clean
- green painted park
benches
- or children romping on
- swings and things,
- or sparrow twitter
- baseball hitter
- baby sitter
- German mitter--
- not even true
- blue cloudless sky
reaches,
- or music playing in
- rhymes and times,
- or banjo strummer
- showtune hummer
- hitch-hike thumber
- lazy summer--
- not even down
- town bussling sale
shoppers
- or rolling hillsides
with
- bowers of flowers,
- or candle taper
- colored paper
- muscle shaper
- midnight caper--
- not even house
- mouse playing cat
chasing
- or summer backyards
with
- shade and ade,
- or firework flaring
- TV blaring
- income sharing
- drummer snaring.
-
- Nothing except your
returning
- to my yearning!!
-
- 197?
- Only Today
-
- I am in mourning today.
- Grieving,
- not feeling,
- only existing.
- I can see the horizon
- but I cannot feel it
yet.
- My freedom calls.
- The purity
- of the refreshing oil,
- longing to pour
- over my spirit.
- I am wearing black only
for this day.
- I will not continue
- in this hole,
- depressed,
- hanging.
- Life is calling.
- I will walk,
- I will run,
- head up high,
- to greet it.
- The dark clouds will
part today.
- I see a blue,
- sun-drenched sky,
- reaching down
- to lift me.
- My hand goes up,
- needy,
- ready.
- Humbly I will touch it,
- gratefully,
- and I will know my
destiny,
- my calling,
- once again.
-
- July 97
- I would not hang on a
cross for you.
- I would not bleed and
writhe in pain for you.
- Endure the spitting,
the reviling, the jeers.
- I would not pay the
sacrifice for your sins.
- I would not love you
enough for that.
- But Someone did.
-
- June 97
- Real Seeing
-
- I've got to have seen
more
- than I've seen.
- My eyes are so old,
- but I'm afraid not.
- Holding a picture
- detailing it,
- from a different angle
- ...living in the seeing
of it...
-
- Teach me.
-
- Every line, shape,
- color round,
- may I be allowed
- to have it?
- Oh world of brighter,
- world of deeper,
- increasing delight.
-
- ...and those who sit
cannot know...
-
- It is a seeing
- of the eye, true
- through the eye within,
- to become a fashion
- of beauty, or not.
- 'Tis a lesson
- to be taught oneself.
-
- I want to know.
-
- Wondering at ripples,
- widening the scope,
- if it could be
- of what's already
there.
- My eyes are so old
- surely I've seen,
- but only on the surface
- mostly.
-
- Let me look again,
- into heaven
- into the treasures
- into life.
-
- June 97
-
- Summer of My Discontent
-
- I thought this may be
- the summer of my
discontent...
- it has been growing
since winter.
- I have felt my soul
- creeping into
- a sort of joyous pain,
- similar to labor
contractions.
- Even the enticements
- of summer
- aren't wooing me
- as they once did.
- Though I am awkward
- and my pace is slow,
- I find I am following
its lead,
- determined to hear its
voice
- and learn its lessons.
- It's as if I were being
squeezed,
- prodded and slapped...
- brought into a
- birth of myself,
- hungry
- anticipating.
- All the outdoors is
opening to me...
- a beautiful intimacy
with
- the creator of it all.
- I wasn't even aware
- I needed this newness
- this awakening,
- this broadening of my
world.
- Yet, here it is
- invading my summer,
- stretching me,
- forcing me beyond my
faith limits,
- and if it were
possible...
- creating
- a brand new season.
-
- June 97
-
- Like a cold crisp
- apple...
- a delight in the hot
summer...
- I look forward
- to sharing our
thoughts...
- I've saved up
- a bushel basket of them
- for you.
-
- Sept 97
-
- If I lied to you
- you would have cause
- to trust me no longer
- and you could throw me
away like old gum,
- tasteless and used.
-
- But, if you found only
a lie or two
- enough to throw away
- all the wonderful
things we have,
- then perhaps you didn't
understand
- the reason I lied.
-
- '70's
- Mercy
-
- Did I miss something
here?
- When I went over there,
what did I pass?
- Were my eyes closed?
- Were you sitting there?
- Why didn't you stop me?
- How could I have been
so blind?
- What could I have been
thinking?
- Now I must go back,
review.
- I need another chance.
- Don't let me miss it
again.
- Don't let me walk by
you.
- Stop me, entreat me,
love me.
- Thank you.
-
- April 97
- I'm high.
- It's extraordinary.
- Like sky diving slo-mo.
- Satisfied to go the
speed limit.
- Putty.
- Can't be hurried,
flustered.
- Feeling every
heartbeat.
- Warm, oozing.
- Not on anything.
- Just one of those
moments.
-
- 97
- The essence of it all,
- When the dross has been
burned away.
- When the clouds have
cleared,
- And you have come out
of the fog.
-
- The bottom line.
- This stands out through
time.
-
- What the soul craves,
- The spirit longs for
and the mind needs.
- When the ripples have
ceased,
- And you can see the
lake through,
-
- Shining and pure:
- Unconditional Love.
-
- May 97
Softly now, the crisp new snow beneath my feet, the warm fog of air upon
my breath mingling with the fresh sharp air of a moonlit winter's night.
I am walking slowly through an unknown forest on an unknown world somewhere
in an unknown universe and the shadow of the branches of the almost obscure
trees are incised upon the virgin snow crossed here or there by the tracks
of non-migrating birds or nocturnal mice scampering for scraps of food left
over in the snow. It is near midnight and even though the moon shines
brightly, the stars are crisp and clear and sparkling in the bright
illuminated firmament. One can make out many varied unfamiliar
constellations. And it is a marvel how the mind wanders through one's own
mythological history to put names and adventures to the procession. There
is a great hunter and the hunted bear or tiger and the woman in chains he
is trying desperately to free from the bondage of her captors. There is
a great ship in the south, sailing a vast ocean like Ulysses across the
great Mediterranean, searching for home after ten years of war with Troy.
And there is even Helen where the brightest star presents itself with
such brilliant enthusiasm and ethereal beauty that the moon is almost
dull compared to its magnificence! I hardly think of earth, and although
it is very cold, I am really rather warm and do not mind the harsh
environment. It does not matter to me if there are any others on this
planet. And perhaps it would even be better if I were the only one here
to wander through the vast empty spaces and marvel at the silence and the
shadows and the firmament knowing that no other ever walked this mystic
land or breathed the purity of air I now breath. Whether it be reality
or dream, it does not matter. If reality: the wind upon my skin tempers
this reality; if dream, the illusion is the true reality. Either way it
cannot matter. What is my reality may be your dream, and your dream, my
reality. We are caught within a linkage that spans space and time. We
venture in and out of every realm as the mind sees fit with a fluid
transfer of personality and place. As the electron moves freely from one
universe to another, so are we a part of one and all. So do we exist not
just in our own immediate universe but in every universe at every time;
and that is the fountainhead of our creativity; the poet in us, the
painter, musician, artist, and the seer: next time you look up at the sky
know that you are not just in your own reality, but also in that vast
unknown you only intuitively (some would say instinctively) recognize as
being part of what you really are: the greatness of the vast infinity and
timelessness of all the universes gathered in one great all encompassing
mind: your own. Om Ah Hum Benza Guru Pema Siddhi Hum.
Klaus J. Gerken
An Informational Journey Into A
Creative Echonet [9310]
(C) Copyright "I Write, Therefore, I Develop"
By Paul Lauda
Come one, come all! Welcome to the newsgroup alt.centipede.
Established just for writers, poets, artists, and anyone
who is creative. A place for anyone to participate in, to
share their poems, and learn from everything and
everyone. A place to share *your* dreams, and
philosophies. Even a chance to be published in a
magazine. The original Centipede Network was created on
May 16, 1993. Created because there were no other
networks dedicated to such an audience, and with the help
of Klaus Gerken, Centipede soon started to grow, and
become active on many world-wide Bulletin Board Systems.
We consider Centipede to be a Public Network; however,
its a specialized network, dealing with any type of
creative thinking. Therefore, it makes us something quite
exotic, since most nets are very general and have various
topics, not of interest to a writer--which is where the
Centipede steps in! No more fuss. A writer can now
access, without phasing out any more conferences, since
the whole net pertains to the writer's interests. This
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REMEMBERY: EPYLLION IN ANAMNESIS (1996), poems by
Michael R. Collings
AFTER ALL, HE WAS AN ANGEL, a novel by Rita Stilli
DYNASTY (1968), Poems by Klaus J. Gerken
THE WIZARD EXPLODED SONGBOOK (1969), songs by KJ Gerken
STREETS (1971), Poems by Klaus J. Gerken
BLOODLETTING (1972) poems by Klaus J. Gerken
ACTS (1972) a novel by Klaus J. Gerken
RITES (1974), a novel by Klaus J. Gerken
FULL BLACK Q (1975), a poem by KJ Gerken
ONE NEW FLASH OF LIGHT (1976), a play by KJ Gerken
THE BLACKED-OUT MIRROR (1979), a poem by Klaus J. Gerken
JOURNEY (1981), a poem by Klaus J. Gerken
LADIES (1983), a poem by Klaus J. Gerken
FRAGMENTS OF A BRIEF ENCOUNTER (1984), poems by KJ Gerken
THE BREAKING OF DESIRE (1986), poems by KJ Gerken
FURTHER SONGS (1986), songs by KJ Gerken
POEMS OF DESTRUCTION (1988), poems by KJ Gerken
THE AFFLICTED (1991), a poem by KJ Gerken
DIAMOND DOGS (1992), poems by KJ Gerken
KILLING FIELD (1992), a poem by KJ Gerken
BARDO (1994-1995), a poem by Klaus J. Gerken
FURTHER EVIDENCES (1995-1996) Poems by Klaus J. Gerken
CALIBAN'S ESCAPE AND OTHER POEMS (1996), by Klaus J.
Gerken
CALIBAN'S DREAM (1996-1997), a poem by Klaus J. Gerken
THE LAST OLD MAN (1997), a novel by Klaus J. Gerken
WILL i EVER REMEMBER YOU? (1997, poems by Klaus J. Gerken
SHACKLED TO THE STONE, by Albrecht Haushofer -
translated by JR Wesdorp
MZ-DMZ (1988), ramblings by Igal Koshevoy
DARK SIDE (1991), ramblings by Igal Koshevoy
STEEL REIGNS & STILL RAINS (1993), ramblings by Igal
Koshevoy
BLATANT VANITY (1993), ramblings by Igal Koshevoy
ALIENATION OF AFFECTION (1993), ramblings by Igal
Koshevoy
LIVING LIFE AT FACE VALUE (1993), ramblings by Igal
Koshevoy
HATRED BLURRED (1993), ramblings by Igal Koshevoy
CHOKING ON THE ASHES OF A RUNAWAY (1993), ramblings by I.
Koshevoy
BORROWED FEELINGS BUYING TIME (1993), ramblings by Igal
Koshevoy
HARD ACT TO SWALLOW (1994), ramblings by Igal Koshevoy
HALL OF MIRRORS (1994), ramblings by Igal Koshevoy
ARTIFICIAL BUOYANCY (1994), ramblings by Igal Koshevoy
THE POETRY OF PEDRO SENA, poems by Pedro Sena
THE FILM REVIEWS, by Pedro Sena
THE SHORT STORIES, by Pedro Sena
INCANTATIONS, by Pedro Sena
POEMS (1970), poems by Franz Zorn
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