kerry not a boy a man he could swear like a movie star and fucked kathy pentilla behind the church before i was having wet dreams he was a friend of mine when i was ten kerry not a boy asked michelle who do you love? tell me first i said looking at her i moved closer i can't tell you out loud then whisper i said and pulled her hair away from my ear david was a big nerd one year older with glasses and short hair a born-again christian a bully a baseball hero i went home i did not die i laid in bed and thought of ways to cry david the goliath i would have killed him but he did not belong to me he found out the truth and he smiled at michelle but never said a word he kept her bound by flesh