I went left   toward love and what I believed/   those years of darkness & all I could not say or know or make known, to realize, be made worse by recognition of what I needed to dissolve.   are greener pastures over the hill in a storm cloud? in scotland I didnt quite know   a long way to walk   - up the glen did I give you my tam to wear?   I was worrisome in that constant moving dark cloud that led me to darker places. met others lost along the way   extant, we were   all alive enough to want it more so - preposition to pronoun   to / clothe legitimacy   decency /generosity