Excerpt
from "Night Support"
by Corin Cummings
As they pull into the
Kilala’s ungated drive, the doctor appears in his doorway with his
arms spread grandly. "Welcome, my friends, come in."
His modest cement-block
house rests in a broad yard surrounded by banana and papaya trees. Wilma
and Barney’s mama wags her tail and cowers at their feet.
"Lynn, my dear,
how are you feeling?" asks the doctor as he kisses her on each
cheek.
"Not quite
one-hundred percent," she says, "but much better."
"I saw you at the
office the other day, and I’m sorry to say you looked terrible. I
should have sent you home." He holds her by the shoulders and
smiles at her. "This isn’t your American university," he
chuckles. "You mustn’t come to work with malaria."
"Next time I’ll
stay home."
"I hope you don’t
have a next time, my dear," he says as he turns from her. He calls
to his wife, "Gosia, our guests have arrived."
From the kitchen
bustles Mrs. Kilala, who cheerfully kisses their cheeks. "Alex,
Lynn, Karibu sana. You are very welcome to our home." Gosia speaks
with a heavy Polish accent.
"Asante, mama.
Shikamoo," says Lynn.
"Marahaba,"
says Mrs. Kilala.
"My wife speaks
Swahili perfectly, but English not quite," says the doctor. He
places his hand on his wife’s shoulder. "My Polish, on the other
hand, is quite rusty. Isn’t it, my dear?"
"Quite so, Kilala,"
she teases. Turning to Alex, she says, "So, Alex, how are
you?" She grasps his hands warmly between hers. "Are you
learning Swahili?"
"Kidogo," he
says.
"Good boy,"
she smiles. "I must return to the kitchen."
*
Dr. Kilala seats his
guests in the living room under a wobbling ceiling fan and offers
drinks. "Are you a beer drinker, Alex? Have you had Kilimanjaro?"
"It’s my
favorite so far."
The doctor nods
seriously. "It’s the best." Turning to Lynn, he says,
"For you, I will make one of my special cocktails."
"I’ve been
warned about those," she says.
"Who told you, Dr.
Mahinga? He’s had plenty of them!" Dr. Kilala laughs and
punctuates his words with a waving finger. "You will love it, I
promise you."
As he leaves the room,
Lynn stands and tiptoes over to Alex. With a mischievous grin she gives
him an unexpected kiss. "It’s times like this when I’m so happy
you’re here," she whispers and returns to her seat. Alex knows
she is afraid that he’s having second thoughts, but he’s no less
warmed by her affection.
The exuberant Kilala
re-enters the room and hands them drinks. He announces, "I have
invited also some other Americans for you to meet. I think you will like
them." Then he raises his glass and calls loudly, "May the
money your Bill Gates has given for malaria be well spent!"
"No more
malaria," echoes Lynn.
"As for me,"
says the doctor, smacking his lips after taking a drink, "I have
found that beer drinking is prophylactic against malaria. Many nights,
my friends and I have sat outside drinking beer with the mosquitoes, but
we rarely become ill. My friends who do not drink, my wife, who only
drinks Konyagi, get malaria much more frequently."
"Very scientific,
doctor," says Lynn.
Alex laughs and takes
his medicine.
"We don’t need
these reasons, do we Alex?" says Kilala.
Another 4X4 pulls into
the yard. "Our other guests have arrived."
*
Cindy and Robert are
from Virginia. She works for USAID, and Robert is a supervisor for the
construction of the new American embassy. Their daughters Bailey and
Erin are thirteen and six. They have been in Dar for nearly a year, and
Cindy is pregnant.
Dr. Kilala offers the
girls soft drinks. Erin eagerly accepts, but Bailey is sulky and
declines.
"Don’t mind
her," says Cindy cheerfully. "She’s mad at us because we won’t
send her to boarding school back home. Aren’t you, sweetie?"
With her back to her
mother, Bailey sneers.
"You should have
heard the arguments she put together. All she was missing was a
PowerPoint presentation."
"Mom," Bailey
protests.
"I’m
complimenting you, darling. It was very professional. What was it you
said? ‘Dar is the worst place in the world.’"
Bailey looks
uncomfortably at the floor.
Alex sympathizes.
"I don’t blame her."
"Thanks a
lot," says Cindy, leaning over the coffee table to slap his leg. He
catches a look from Lynn.
"Yes," says
Dr. Kilala compassionately. "It must be difficult for a girl her
age."
Just then Mrs. Kilala
steps into the room to welcome everyone to dinner. Cindy hops to her
feet, apparently unencumbered by her bulging belly, and nearly screams,
"Oh, you’ve saved us all from dying of embarrassment."
*
As the guests circle
the table to find their seats, Gosia smiles playfully and makes an
announcement. "I must tell you first," she says. "My
house girl is Islamic, so in respect for her, we are not having pork. We
will have Catholic goat." Taking a moment to understand the joke,
the group laughs, Cindy loudest of all.
Discussions begin as
surprisingly elegant dishes of food are passed hand to hand. Dr. Kilala
leans over to Alex and says, "Tell me, what are you writing
about?" The doctor waves his long black finger at him and answers
his own question. "You are writing about relationships."
Alex nods and takes up
the serving spoon. "What makes you think so?"
"It is what
concerns people your age," he says swiftly, then chuckles
paternally. "You’ll get over it."
Across the table, Alex
hears Lynn question Cindy about her pregnancy.
"I’m going home
for delivery," says Cindy. "I’ll stay for a month, but then
I’m coming back. We were in Kenya when Erin was an infant."
"Is it difficult
here with kids?" asks Lynn.
"No," says
Cindy, "People are great with kids. We have a fantastic nanny, and
it’s so much easier at work. If you say you’re going home to nurse
your baby nobody looks at you funny. Africans have much more respect for
motherhood," she says resolutely.
Cindy has very large,
cow-likes eyes, Alex notices.
"In this
culture," offers Mrs. Kilala, "children belong to the village.
One child is everyone’s child." The American women nod.
Alex turns to Robert
and asks about bomb proofing the embassy.
*
In the dark yard after
dinner and drinks, Robert carries his littlest daughter to the car and
lays her in the back seat. Bailey tiredly drags her feet over the grass.
"Hang in there,
Bailey," says Alex, eliciting her first and last smile of the
evening.
"We’ll have to
get together again," says Cindy, who is no less bubbly now than at
the start of the evening. "We’ll have you over to dinner. You’ve
got our e-mail, so drop us a line."
The Kilalas smile and
wave to their guests from the lighted porch.
Clipping his seatbelt,
Alex smiles at his tipsy girlfriend. She never drinks and drives.
"You all right to drive, Princess?"
"I’m better off
than you," she says. "You unlicensed driver." She turns
the key to heat the coil. "I’ll show you princess." She
starts the car and pulls roughly onto the road. Out of the darkness
punch bowl-sized potholes appear in the headlights as if in a video
game. Lynn works at the controls.
"There’s a joke
I heard," she says after a bit. "You can always tell a drunk
driver in Dar because he drives in a straight line."
Along the road the
greasy fires at chip stands illuminate the glossy opal faces of men
waiting for meals of fried potatoes and eggs. Patrons at road-side bars
housed in battered steel shipping containers sip beer while seated on
plastic lawn chairs. As they pass a more upscale bar, Alex sees Masai
warriors directing cars into parking spots. In their traditional red
robes and with clubs and knives, they stand watch over a new metal herd.
"Did we spook you
with all the baby talk?"
Alex turns from the
window and blinks to change focus. After a moment, he says, "Well,
nobody wanted to point out all the diseases babies are exposed to here
in mother-friendly Africa."
Lynn does not respond.
"Maybe," says
Alex, "everyone is so nice to mothers because of the despair they
face. Would you really want to have a baby here?"
"I don’t
know," she shrugs and then says lightly, "I don’t have
enough birth control pills for two years."
Alex scoffs. "Then
maybe you should see a witch doctor about some local methods."
Lynn sputters an
unwilling laugh.
After a bit, she says,
"You know, you kind of put your foot in it with what you said about
Bailey."
"I don’t
care," he sighs. "She brought it up."
"Alex, you might
not want to be so quick to judge things. You don’t really know what it’s
like."
"Maybe," he
says. "You know, Robert told me that someone poisoned their
dog." The words escape before he can check them. As soon as Robert
had mentioned it, Alex decided not to tell Lynn, at least not tonight.
Lynn is almost desperately attached to her two dogs. She spoils them and
insists she’s going to bring them back home with her, despite the
customs regulations that make it ridiculously unlikely.
Alex sees she is
blocking him out, and that eggs him on. "It was a black lab they
brought from home. Robert said it’s common for thieves to poison dogs
before they attempt a break-in."
*
They arrive home to
find the electricity out. As they pull up to their driveway, Abdul’s
angular face appears between the gates. He tells them that all of the
Mikocheni neighborhood is out, probably because of the rain. They
promise him a lantern and a thermos of coffee.
"No jumping,"
Alex tells the dogs as he gets out of the car.
"Listen to those
frogs," drones Lynn wearily. "You practically have to shout
over them."
"Hear that?"
says Alex. "The neighbors have a generator. That’s what you ought
to ask AFRAM for."
In the kitchen, Alex
says he’ll take care of Abdul. Lynn goes to bed. Alex lights the gas
jet on the stove to boil water. He’s glad to have had a few drinks.
All the stories about break-ins have shaken him. He hopes the lights
come back on.
*
"You
Alright?" asks Lynn as Alex strips and gets under the bed net.
"Hot is all,"
he says. "How are you feeling?"
"Yeah," she
says, "I don’t know if I’m still feverish or just hot."
"I could get you
some ice cubes from the freezer," he says and kisses her damp
forehead. "They’re going to melt anyway." He slips his hand
beneath the sheet to rub her belly. "What do you suppose Abdul
would think if we went and slept in the car with the AC on?"
"Crazy Wazungu."
Expanding the circle he
makes with his palm, he kisses the corner of her mouth.
"What do you think
you’re doing," she says slyly.
"Just kissing you
goodnight," he says and rolls onto his back.
"That’s no
goodnight kiss," says Lynn and leans over him.
"No?"
"Hmm," she
sings with her breath. Beneath the sheet she straddles him.
"It’s hot. You’re
sick," he fools.
"Hmm," she
sings and begins to roll her hips. She closes her eyes.
That’s my Lynn,
thinks Alex. She never says she’s tired, never says she’s sick. With
his hands on her thighs, he pulls her closer. He thinks back to the
night he arrived, how they’d been so tentative with each other, so
unsure, like they’d just met. They’d been apart for three months.
Three months isn’t that long, he thinks. Two years is long. He
remembers how the gauzy veil of the bed net seemed like a silly prop.
Now it marks a sanctuary, beneath the net is the only place he doesn’t
slap at mosquitoes, real or imagined.
Lynn moves languidly on
top of him, her eyes closed, the veil in her hair. When she slides off
him, out of breath, she falls quickly to sleep despite the wet,
suffocating heat.
Alex lies awake for
hours listening to the frogs. The sweaty black air seems to visibly
shake with their collective roar. He picks apart the layers of frog
noise: croakers, peepers, a whole skin-breathing orchestra. He is slick
with sweat and alcoholic spininess. He rides on the chortle of frogs,
floating on their dark, wet howling. It’s a sound, he thinks, that
could only belong to slimy green creatures that flop in the mud like
cursed birds or cursed fish. Crruuhhh, crruuhh, crruuuh …
Corin Cummings is from
Vermont and lives in Toronto. "Night Support," the novella
from which this piece is excerpted is available online from Wind
River Press. Cummings was nominated for the Pushcart Prize in 2003
for his story "Biking
Distance". His work has also recently appeared in the Mississippi
Review and Tatlin's Tower.
More of his work can be found at www.onewordlowercase.com. |